A Kid's Moment at Their new School (feeling blue)

Sad story. When the first time they going to school. Its a new school, new teacher, new friends. Hiks.. what can i do to make smile in their face ? I know how worry they are. Its showing since the night before big day. Jaka says "mom, i really feel bad for tommorow, i dont like new school... "
And what fadil say when he wake up in the early morning, ' mom can we postpone school today? he look unfit without reason. I just tell them that everything will be alright, im promise that.
And thank's God, after 1 week they can survive. Everytime they back from school, i look that smile

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
the feeling in it slipping through my fingers all the time
do I really see what's in her mind
each time I think I'm close to knowing
she keeps on growing

PULANG

Pulang…
Satu kata yang terasa pahit diucapkan saat ini
Pulang kemana ?
Semua tujuan menjadi asing
Kebekuan menyelimuti setiap sudut tanpa bekas
Memintaku berbalik arah
Mengusir tanpa amarah

Langkah merapuh tak bertenaga
Petang mulai membayang di balik horizon senja
Tidak ada air mata
Tidak ada keluh kesah
Semua hampa

Dalam rengkuhan malam
Langit hitam menjadi saksi sebuah pengakuan
“Telah Engkau ambil semuanya,
Tidak akan aku kehilangan atas apa yang takkan kupunya lagi
Sekarang…
'Izinkan aku pulang kepangkuan Mu Tuhan’